Without God I am one thing...UGLY.

It's been awhile since I have blogged. Since the last blog some things have changed. I am no longer a MO resident. I am not officially a Colorado resident! Whoo Hoo! I attend Colorado Christian University and I am continuing my pursuit of my Masters in Counseling. The move has been...hard to say the least. The biggest thing that I have learned is that without God I am not very pretty. My beauty is found in the Lord. Since the move He has faced me with myself. Let me explain, because I know that sounds kind of confusing. My relationship with the Lord has been hard since I moved. I have seen who I am apart from Him and it is just not a good thing. I have struggled with myself apart from Him and desired to be near Him, yet I still keep my distance and place all things before Him. The human being is selfish and lazy. This is also something I have learned since moving. I want to try to get back into blogging so I can continue to blog about the things that I am learning as I begin to pursue an intimate relationship with God again. I want to fall in love with God all over again. I want to start over and begin with the basics. I hope you will join me in this journey and maybe you will learn something with me!